After five years in Canada and ten years of collaborating with Americans, I’ve come to a realization that could change the image of someone from the CIS.
Everyone should understand that people in the CIS are still traumatized by socialism to this day (consider the ideas about the movie “Brother” and the “Word of the Guy”). Because of this, the overwhelming majority lives and behaves like a shell-shocked but surviving insect, limping and searching for a place to hide and settle down.
Many would say, well fuck it, that’s clear, but what to do about it?
I will answer, behave as a typical person from the West would, like a Canadian, an American, or an Australian. Just as if you were never beaten, neither by your dad, nor in kindergarten, nor by Tamara in school, nor by the dumbass physical education teacher.
Imagine the combination of the cunning of a Russian-speaking person with the Western understanding of rights and laws. These two paradigms are polar. By merging the incompatible, you create a symbiosis of opportunities.
Understand that it was those teachers and children from socially dysfunctional families with half-decomposed brains who crushed you, and your spirit even more so. Thus, the humiliated humiliate others because they’ve nothing better to do. It’s a way to assert themselves. And it continues to this day. The children of these idiots will be the same.
I’m not even talking about the so-called “authorities” embodied by some dubious adults and other sociopaths I encountered in childhood. Every normal child went through this. I want to say that it hasn’t passed without leaving a trace, like everything else.
You absorbed this bullshit even before your dick started to get hard. Now it fucks with your brain and prevents you from reaching a new level. You’re not to blame, but in reality, no one ever is. We are all participants in the situation and you don’t choose your role at an immature age.
When you’re faced with a choice and having a discussion with yourself about what to do, remember, you were crushed and now you’re mown down looking for a maneuver that isn’t the maneuver a free person would choose.
Realize this fact and accept it.
Only after accepting this fact is there a chance to understand that you are worthy, that you can and will live this life as it was preordained by the creator.
Understand this with all your soul’s depth. Because it cannot be otherwise.
You are not a worm. You are not your father, and you are not your brother.
You are a free spirit to whom the whole world is given.
God is with you.
Cast away the darkness that you once let into your heart. You deserve more.
So go and take what’s yours.